Have been thinking alot lately..I have no idea why all of the sudden im like super emo-.-..And its like what..5am..Thought bout my life lately..Well it kinda suck actually..Was thinking bout my ex,college,cheer and all..Omg i have no idea what to do la seriously..I think i gave up on her like seriously give up already..Kinda wasted actually but i guess what i did was best for both of us..She can find a better guy..But im still stuck in a dilemma..Which is kinda sucky..Helpppppp!